A soulful and searching book. Vibrant and elegant Mc Carthys prose shines with intelligence and intimacy. One feels pulled alongthe book gaining momentum and meaning page by page (Cheryl Strayed, The New York Times Book Review).With absorbing honesty and an irrepressible taste for adventure, award-winning travel writer and actor Andrew Mc Carthy takes us on a deeply personal journey played out amid some of the world’s most evocative locales. Unable to commit to his fiance of nearly four yearsand with no clear understanding of what’s holding him back Mc Carthy finds himself at a crossroads, plagued by doubts that have clung to him for a lifetime. Though he ventures from the treacherous slopes of Mt. Kilimanjaro to an Amazonian riverboat and the dense Costa Rican rain forests, Mc Carthy’s real journey is one of the spirit. Disarmingly likable, Mc Carthy isn’t afraid to bare his soul on the page, and what emerges is an intimate memoir of self-discovery and an unforgettable love song to the woman who would be his wife.