G.P.R. James 
Black Eagle; Ticonderoga [EPUB ebook] 

Excerpt: "Among the minor trials of faith, few, perhaps, are more difficult to contend against than that growing conviction, which, commencing very soon after the holiday happiness of youth has been first tasted, becomes stronger every year, as experience unfolds to us the great, dark secrets of the world in which we are placed–the conviction of the general worthlessness of our fellow-men."