Jerry S. Eicher 
Until I Love Again [EPUB ebook] 

Will a Secret from the Past Threaten Susanna’s Future?Susanna Miller’s freedom during her rumspringa goes a bit further than she wants her family to know. A birthday sign innocently placed on a gas station billboard condemns Susanna as she realizes her relationship with the charming Joey Macalister, an Englisha man, has become far too close. Her daett is not pleased, but what he hasn’t told her is that he himself has regrets about events from his own rumspringa. Widower Ernest Helmuth knows Ralph Miller’s secret, but he has said nothing as of yet. He plans on having Susanna as his bride no matter what. With her baptism approaching, Susanna knows that time is running out to make her choice: stay with her family or hope she can find love in the Englisha world. With Ernest Helmuth watching, that decision might not be hers to make. Is Susanna’s faith strong enough to make the right choice?