A life story about the life struggle for identity, as a child who realizes he/she is not the correct gender and knowing everyone around this child , does not want it to have the identity, it knows belongs to it the life long struggle to have it, keep it lock it up safe, and to be empathetic, knowing that a soul has pain and feeling it from others, hurts more than your own, To be the one they chose, and not the one you were meant to be, and grow in a world you dont belong in, Somewhere in birth you were made as special , I remember my birth, my short time in my womb, safe! a feeling of floating in a warm sea of twinkling stars, in the warm heart of the heavens, and the soft beautiful music surrounds every part of being here, the musical symphonies played on the gold and wooden handmade instruments of the heavens, music from the angels own voices surround and comfort, a tiny new little soul hanging in balance by a small thread of gold. Awaiting its fall into the chaos of the cold earth below, in search again, for that warm safe feeling that will only come one time in a moment, After a long life of endless emotional violence, storms calm and winds come in a gentle breeze. gives a chance to breathe again, look, feel , and , embrace, and awaken to feel safe and warm, a gentle touch gentle as a kiss to push forward , into love, this time, herself !
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From male back to female , my own term for male to female transgendered person, we are all female at first in the womb, I am from Massachusetts near Boston, now disabled permanently and trying to become a writer, I have children and married as a man and still in original marriage and spouse, wrote poetry as a teen but never took it seriously and was always told a poet was very feminine, and at the time was too afraid to expose myself and gave it up, I hope my first book , my autobiography growing up knowing from such a very young age I was in the wrong place, and my struggle through life to get where i am today, and how love saved me, I hope my book to be one on this subject not written like it before, and I can help anyone just one person say that they feel like that too, or I know what that feels like, and can make a choice easier.