Gluk Vanstone 
Handsome, Successful, 33, & Depressed [EPUB ebook] 

Stupidity can come in many forms, but for Bertie, the stupidity that is heavily linked to his immaturity hides a very dark problem-successful, a City of London–based investment banker by day, center of attention at parties by night, and a miserable fucking mess on the inside that he hides from the world at all other times.

Bertie has the life that may appeal to most; however, as he deals with the massive highs and lows of what is his version of life, it reveals a very different view.

Read the fucking book. You never know, it might help.

Cheers.