Julian Black 
Nicky — a Bit of a Wet Rag [EPUB ebook] 
What Goes on Behind the Curtain of a Closet Homosexual

Nicky — A bit of a wet rag is a completely different version of the original A secret gay passion , In this version the story goes much deeper into Nickys Inner convictions and demons about coming to terms with his sexuality and finding himself through an extremely painful and fearful journey.
This version or account of Nickys story hits the bottom of the ocean on the subject of closetry and its terrifying and negative effects on the mind and body.
In the original a secret gay passion nicky came out via external factors ( his boyfriend richard ) at a young age, in this version he comes out by his own Internal strength and from a young boy to a fully grown man it shows utter determination and fighting spirit to finding his true self.
A story that many people both gay and straight will find hard to believe especially in the 21st century but a story that shows and proves what the other half of humanity go through and proves how very different we all are.
An Inspirational story of courage and pure determination from the point of view of a guy who found human life extremely difficult but survived it!
You will not find a better or deeper book than this on the subject of what happens to you if you feel you have to go into the closet and the symptoms and effects of closetry on the human mind and body.