You hear it all the time . . . ’I’m fine!’ ’We’re doing great!’ Sometimes, it’s true. A lot of times, it’s BS. Because no one likes to admit their lives are a mess.
Tales From a Broken Girl is me doing just that, admitting my life is one massive hot mess! But it’s also my way of cleaning it up instead of just sweeping it all under the rug.
These are the things that piss me off. These are the things that make me cry. But these are also the things that gave me hope and helped me move on from feeling ’broken’ to learning to live with the cracks. I hope you find something here that speaks to you.
Also, I cuss a lot.
Innehållsförteckning
foreword 11
LOVE & LOSS 13
Untitled 14
the apple 15
fox hunt 16
42 17
yesterday’s shirt 18
druids 19
haircut 21
when 22
word stew 23
habits 24
listen 25
comfort suite 26
lost in the woods 28
because 30
sleepwalking 31
rain dance 33
!repit 36
love letter 37
Untitled 41
Untitled 42
PISS & VINEGAR 43
Untitled 44
drug of choice 45
someday 46
once 48
forgotten dolls 50
a friendly drink 51
menopause 54
mantle 55
unauthorized biography 57
makeup 59
knees 61
I was reading Bukowski 62
scene of the crime 66
eggshells 67
dear lightworkers 70
quicksand 76
december’s inventory 78
pain 81
Untitled 83
Untitled 84
ACCEPTANCE 85
Untitled 86
midlife moon 87
storm song 88
the longing song 89
3-25-23 92
bedtime story 93
witches 96
mornings 97
left 99
chasing trains 102
mortality 105
3 am 106
nina negra 109
this year 111
welcome to the borderland 116
surfacing 120
a walk among the stones 123
air B&B 126
Untitled 129
Untitled 130
About the Author 131
Om författaren
Chris Dean writes from the heart of Indiana where they live with their husband, two dogs and too many cats to mention.Chris began writing poetry in 2018 as a way to make sense out of life’s ups and downs. They began sharing their work in 2022 to foster connections between other ’broken’ people and as a way to contribute to the community they discovered through in-person events. Their work has been featured online at Fevers Of the Mind, Cajun Mutt Press, The Raven’s Perch and Flying Island as well as multiple print anthologies. Their debut book of poetry, ’Tales From a Broken Girl, ’ was released in September of 2023 from Storeylines Press.