Shatiera Holman 
The Blessing and the Curse [EPUB ebook] 

From birth it just seems that Serene cannot get a break. Hergrandfather cursed her as a baby and now she must struggle to succeed by any means necessary. She spends her whole life looking for love, in every aspect. Fighting to make a name for herself she battles with the demons that come with men, drugs, and the pursuit of wealth. Just when she feels she has found all that she was looking for, her world comes crumbling down. She learns that her beauty and determination is a Blessing and a Curse.