I slowly open the door and push the kitchen chairs away to crawl out into the light. The tiny clean kitchen is broken and ransacked. Everything is in chaos. My eyes strain to see what has happened. My feet are cold on the gold shag carpet. The living room is dark except for the light filtering through the drapes. I wander around the room, lost and alone. I find my mommy naked on the floor. I approach her, no response. Crying, I shake her bloody body.
’Mommy, Mommy, please wake up.’
Mommy won’t wake up. She’s dead!
’Mommy, wake up. Please wake up, Mommy, wake up. I will be a good girl. Just wake up, and I will take care of you. Mommy, please wake up. Mommy, please wake up, and I will never leave you. I will always take care of you if you wake up.’
The front door swings open and I freeze. A man grabs me. I scream for Mommy.
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Denise Schaad has come a long way from a past filled with trauma and addiction. She unraveled the secret of transformation and turned herself into a well-rounded successful spiritual teacher and thought leader through her willingness to face the darkness with courage. Denise has spent the past twenty years addressing her ego-mind patterns and has developed a system called “Your Energy Awakening System” to attract leaders and entrepreneurs to embody their next level of Spiritual Currency (Power). Known for Discover, Activate, and Illuminate, she has guided and taught people how to align and embody Spirit. Denise authored and self-published Illuminate Poetry, and sold many of her paintings that depict spiritual awakening. She is also the author of the forthcoming book Spirit Speaks: Experiencing Loss of Self to Discover Love of Self. Denise hosts Spirit Vision Quest retreats on her private ranch in Northern California, bringing awareness to the true self through nature. Denise guides leaders through a year-long mentorship program that aligns people with their next level of wealth and the freedom to be spiritual in business. She has the gift of allowing Spirit to flow through her to sense and release emotional energies. When Denise comes down from the mountain you will find her touring foreign countries on motorcycles with her husband or dirt bike riding with one of her ten grandchildren.