‘Ecstatic Belonging’ is the theme that focuses Caffyn Jesse’s personal explorations on the medicine path. Certain psychedelic medicines, inquiries and erotic practices support exploring different aspects of this theme, at different times of the year. In the science of stardust, cells and soils, there are stories to inspire. There is poetry, too, in this more beautiful world that is both ancient and new. ‘Ecstatic Belonging’ is a way of life we can practice. We can invent powerful alternatives to capitalism and colonialism, with our wild imaginations, loving touch and daring dreams.
Table of Content
Introduction
The Medicine Path of Embodied Love
Six Steps to Ecstatic Belonging
Resonance
Imaginal Community
Rewilding Awareness
Ecstatic Practice
An Important Note on the Neural Learning Zone
January and February: Belonging to Our Souls
Belonging to Our Souls
Feeling More
Mindful Erotic Practice
Microdosing for Encouraging Wild Mind
Soul Mapping
Querying and Queering the Gender Binary
Listening to the ‘Soul Nerve’
March and April: Belonging to Each Other
The Relational Matrix
Belonging to Each Other
Relationship Mapping
Welcome Home Ritual
Trauma-Aware Touch
Learning and Unlearning with Empathogens
May and June: Belonging to Ecstasy
Ecstasy and Equilibrium
When Pleasure and Orgasm are Inaccessible
Erotic Practice: Notice and Cultivate Orgasms
Ecstatic Ritual Experience
July and August: Belonging to Interbeing
A Global Conspiracy
Cultivating Surrender with Breath, Sex and Entheogens
Monarch Butterfly Meditation
Death Preparation Ritual
More Queering of Binaries
September and October: Belonging to Repair
Ethics for Outlaws
Beyond Shame and Blame
The Molecular Language of Ecosystems
On Deservingness
Generative Conflict
Empathogens to Resource Apologies
November and December: Belonging to Nonbeing
Climate Chaos and Mass Extinction
Presence with Suffering
Pink Noise Systems
Chaos Theory
The End is the Beginning